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Tuesday, June 24, 2008

I'm Having a Boy!

Naw not really, at least I don't think I am. But the dream I had last night was so real I really thought I did have a little one. He felt so soft, so real, so cute. The little boy in my dream was absolutely precious. He had to be between 6 months-1 year old, he had his hair "cut short," and he looked sort of similar to my boyfriend's nephew, although it wasn't him, but he still shared a strking resemblance to him.
Now, before you read the rest, please keep in mind my dreams are off the chain and weird and often make no sense in real life, but in my head while I am dreaming it it makes perfect sense. So the dream begins where I am holding the little fellow, holding the back of his head. He kept drooling on my back, but I didn't mind because he was my son, it was cute to me. For about 1/3 of the dream I never saw his face. I was just so overwelmed with the idea of having a son, holding him and feeling his warmth and smelling his baby smells that I was lost in the moment and didn't care how he looked. Eventually I cradled him in my arms, and got a short glimpse of his face. He had a big dome like his daddy (lol) but he was just so cute. He turned away before I got a really good look at him.
Then all of a sudden I got the idea that I should put him down to sleep, but I was not sure how I should lay him down. I didn't want to kill the little fellow, because I knew that you have to put the baby down a certain way or else he could die. In real life my neice died due to crib death and I was very paranoid in my dream that my baby could meet the same fate unless I did what was correct.
While still holding him in my arms I contemplated jumping on the internet and going to google to find out how I should lay the baby down to sleep. I don't know if I ever did it because the next thing I remember doing was sitting in my car, which wasn't really my car because for one it was clean, and it was built like a cadilac. I think my boyfriend was in the dream somehow, I felt his presence in it, but I never physically saw him. I remember my childhood best friend's grandparents being in the backseat of the car and they wanted to see the baby and I let them hold him, and we listened to one of the songs my boyfriend made and then I woke up.
Now, this story might not be special to you, but I really wanted that dream to be true. It is funny to me that I loved the little boy like I did because I have always wanted a little girl. But I loved the little boy so much in my dream that if God sent me a little boy I know I would love him just as much as if I had a girl. Hopefully whenever I do have children I will have the same little boy that I dreamt about last night. That was the best dream that I have had in a long time.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Wow, sounds like there is something about to happen.. Good things.... i'm not an expert on dreams but really it sounds too cute.. (my dreams are crazy)

p.s love ur hair!

Koffee Dyme

Anonymous said...

I have vivid dreams too, and I go as far as analyzing them because every dream is a subconscious message to your conscious mind. So it's good to know what your brain is telling you.

Not like I'm a pro or anything, but I think in this dream your mind is telling you that you're not ready for kids. Although you'd love to experience the joy & beauty of being a mother, you're probably not able to provide everything a baby would need.

I have similar dreams where everything's going well and all of a sudden I realize I don't know what I'm doing lol. Just means we're not ready!

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